Courtney Lennix

--Physician-in-training

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acricketofsorts

[guro.prose -@- gmail.com]

strengths ignorant~intelligent~empathetic~could save a life weaknesses ignorant~alcohol~trauma~narrowminded

Mostly I'm working down at the hospital, but when I'm not I tend to wander.

To be Honest

My family is cursed. We always get fucked up by the crazy shit we see and then we die. I'm attempting to break the trend, so, for my sake

can we all just pretend things like Holocausts and 9/11 and that god awful war in 2017 didn't happen, please?

I don't think the fact that half of my family's been involved in a few hundred unfortunate events should get me down. I mean, everything's fine now... not counting that Turbinis Strain epidemic, but I mean come on. Hasn't there been a key disease for every century? That's nothing new.

At least, that's how my professors described it.

And I trust them, completely. Because hey, Med School is serious shit...stuff... shit. And, I mean, why give me a diploma on false pretenses? That just doesn't make sense.

[And yet, do you ever have that feeling that you shouldn't be thinking about certain things, or challenging them or whatever? Ever get the feeling that if someone catches you you'll be, like, eliminated?]

Anyway, the past 28 years of my life have been chaos free, besides the fact that my crazy grandmother warded up my on-the-verge-of-insane mother and in turn she warded me up until I graduated. But hey, Great Grandma was caught in the war crossfire two hundred years back so I can understand how it all... became inherent.

But I am this close to actually becoming a real doctor, or a ‘Clinical Consultation MedPhysics Physician'.

I like how ‘doctor' rolls off the tongue though.

...Wow, I'm actually going to start a life without going insane.

[But just to be on the safe side I'm not having kids.]