. SYDNEY BLAIR
. SASSY BITCH & RELUCTANT BREEDER
. ANANKAI CONVERT
. 23 YEARS

mun :: AINSI
email :: veer.through.trees -@- gmail.com
aim :: il en sera ainsi

You're keeping in step, in the line.
Got your chin held high and you feel just fine
'Cause you do what you're told
But inside your heart, it is black
And it's hollow and it's cold

Just how deep do you believe?
Will you bite the hand that feeds?
Will you chew until it bleeds?
Can you get up off your knees?
Are you brave enough to see?
Do you wanna change it?

[ the hand that feeds . nine inch nails ]

 

A P P E A R A N C E

5'8", 120 lb
35"-25"-35"
Bright blue eyes, platinum blonde.

Pissed.
... but hot.

and they said anankai were supposed to be disfigured.


It's something I have to do
I won't let you fall apart
I was there too
I won't let you fall apart
Before everything else
I won't let you fall apart
I was like you
I won't let you fall apart

[ the fragile . nine inch nails ]

H I S T O R Y

RECORD OF VIOLENT BEHAVIOUR

Age Initial Response Bodily Harm Inflicted // Property destroyed
4 years old "Hey skidmark, that cupcake is MINE." First degree indian burn, yanked hair, and a bloody lip.
12 years old "I DARE you to call me flat chested." Three broken fingers and a black eye.
13 years old "WHAT did you say about my mom?" Two squads of firefighters took 37 hours to remove the boy from the tapering drainage pipe she was forced down.
16 years old "Did you think I wouldn't SEE the hickies?" Broken nose and a fractured jaw.
17 years old "I don't WANT to move to Sector 02." Several holes punched into the wall, most windows that were closed were shattered, broken pottery, and broken tile.
18 years old "YOU BLEW UP MY TRAIN." Attempted beheading.
18 years old "Oh, so you think you can just fuck the crap out of me and then leave me in the DESERT?" Broken nose and two fractured ribs.
19 years old "I'M GIVING BIRTH TO YOUR FUCKING PARASITE AND YOU'RE OUT HAVING A DRINK WITH THE GUYS?!" Broken nose, several lacerations, internal bleeding, and a baby.
20 years old "It's your turn to change her." Fractured skull.
21 years old "I swear to God, Nin..." Cracked sternum, dislocated shoulder, and mild brain damage (conjecture).
Occurs several times between the ages of 18 and 23. "I'm going to kill you." Many combinations of violent pain.

I want to break it up
I want to smash it up
I want to fuck it up
I want to watch it come down
Maybe afraid of it
Let's discredit it
Let's pick away at it
I want to watch it come down

All the pigs are all lined up
I give you all that you want
Take the skin and peel it back
Now doesn't that make you feel better?

Don't you feel a whole lot better?

[ march of the pigs . nine inch nails]

A C T I V I T I E S

whatever happens, day by day.

 

S T R E N G T H S + W E A K N E S S E S

[+] Legs
[+/-] Mouth
[-] Heart

 

 

 

[-] ... seven
[-] ............ nin