Maybe --

setting a bed on fire, and then lying down.
cutting flesh to soak in a saltwash.
or quitting.
just quitting.
or killing self.
self-killing.

Ending.

Not looking back. Not making sense.
Not speaking again. Not another word.

Maybe --

another world.

Muting prediction.

Muting.

Sewing my lips together.
Amputating my fingertips.

Crushing my reason for life.
Smashing my Christ-strife.
Shattering my human alibi.

Scraping off some ink.
Draining blood into the sink.

Lazarus, you fucking kid.