name :: Xu Jin -- Som

player :: Shoji [[ swall0wtale ]]

position :: THE SILENT DAREDEVIL OF THE BIG TOP!
THE TENACIOUS HEART-THROB THAT WON'T STOP TILL HIS
INSIDES ARE ON THE FLOOR!!

group :: Asile

Appearance.

+ Five foot eight :: one hundred and seventy two centimeters.
+ One hundred and thirty two pounds :: BMI twenty point one :: fifty-nine kilos.
+ Typically lightens hair.
+ Eyes darker than the rest.
+ Dresses like he has a learning disability.
+ Doesn't.
+ Likes the way the tendons in his hands move when he draws.
+ Covered in scars from getting into fights and falling off of rooftops.
+ Hates the fact that they're fading.
+ Likes to study his facial structure because he can never fabricate an honest self portrait.
+ Seventeen freckles on his back.
+ Dents in his skin where the bones pierced through.
+ Violent aura, sombre face.
+ Just wants to fuck shit up.
+ ... especially himself.

 

 

+ Wishes he was taller.
+ Wishes he was stronger.
+ Wishes his insides would stay where he puts them.

Background.

 

+ Twenty-five years old.
+ Born in Shanghai.
+ Grew up wondering what the ocean looked like without oil rotting it out.
+ Was motherless at five.
+ Was fatherless at nine.
+ Moved in with his grandmother, soon after.
+ Was out on the streets once more by the time he was eleven.
+ Ran with a group of punkasses, stealing money and freerunning for change.
+ Participated in an experiment when he was fifteen, for some extra money.
+ Recieved a nanomachinery injection.
+ Can now die, and die, and die, and die, and die.

 

+ Twenty-five [25] years living
+ Twenty [20] years drawing
+ Twenty [20] years treeclimbing
+ Twenty [20] years of troublemaking
+ Sixteen [16] years of living without a family
+ Sixteen [16] years of dressing like a retard
+ Fourteen [14] years of depending on commeraderie
+ Fourteen [14] years of acrobatics
+ Fourteen [14] years of running like hell
+ Fourteen [14] years of sleeping on concrete
+ Fourteen [14] years of playing the thief
+ Fourteen [14] years of playing the hero
+ Thirteen [13] years of bearing tattoos
+ Twelve [12] years of wondering what school would've been like
+ Eleven [11] years of deciding he didn't care
+ Ten [10] years of dying a million deaths
+ Ten [10] years without saying a word
+ Ten [10] years of pills
+ Ten [10] years of mainlining
+ Ten [10] years of tabs
+ Ten [10] years of powder up the nose
+ Nine [9] years of attempting to make peace with himself
+ Eight [8] years of stealing spines to make ends meet
+ Seven [7] years of bounty hunting, to pay penance for all those spines
+ Six [6] years of wondering what the fuck an ASILE was
+ Five [5] years of defining the term DAREDEVIL
+ Four [4] years of stage presence
+ Four [4] years of poise
+ Four [4] years of courage
+ Four [4] years of spotlight
+ Four [4] years of living on a motherfucking train.
+ Three [3] years of learning the part of the loner.
+ Two [2] years of leading the cast.
+ Two [2] year of mute exploitation.

 

 

+ Currently, satisfied with only occupying the spotlight part time.

+ Start :: Sideshow attraction; understudy for most acrobatic roles.
+ MUET :: Lead role, character actor, daredevil act throughout show-- character ::Coi
+ TORDRE :: Character actor, daredevil act in Haine Insatiable segment. Character ::

 

Activities.

Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.

Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.
Dying.

... drugs.

 

 

drawing. looking for trouble. finding it.
reverting back to old habits. takes bounties.
hunts for a spine every now and then.

hates practicing.
tolerates rehearshals.
likes getting it right.
loves to fuck around.

adores improvisation.

[ enjoys watching ]

Ideals/Motivations.

wants.
needs.

hates it.

 


Attitude.

It's in the water baby
It's in the pills that bring you down
It's in the water baby
It's in your bag of golden brown
It's in the water baby
It's in your frequency
It's in the water baby
It's between you and me

It's in the water baby
It's in the pills that pick you up
It's in the water baby
It's in the special way we fuck
It's in the water baby
It's in your family tree
It's in the water baby
It's between you and me

Bite the hand that feeds
Tap the vein that bleeds
Down on my bended knees

I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you

I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you

It's in the water baby
It's in the pills that bring you down
It's in the water baby
It's in your bag of golden brown
It's in the water baby
It's in your frequency
It's in the water baby
It's between you and me

Bite the hand that feeds
Tap the vein that bleeds
Down on my bended knees

I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you

I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you

I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you

I break the back of love for you
I break the back of love for you

 

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